a best friend

I think one thing I really miss having is a best friend. 
the last time i had a friend who i could definitely call my “best friend” was back in 6th grade. Five years ago.
I miss having a best friend.
I wish I had a friend who I could be totally comfortable around, and who I can tell all of my struggles, all of my worries, all of my secrets to without the apprehension of being judged.
I want to have someone who i can call or text whenever, wherever, and not worry if I’m going to annoy them.
I want to have a best friend who will be my maid of honor at my wedding.
Nana told me on the phone yesterday that her closest friends are the ones she had in high school. Even now when she talks to them, they’re the only ones who she can use informal language and talk comfortably with.
I only have one more year of high school, and the prospects of finding a best friend within that one year seems rather unlikely.
Ah, well.
I guess we’ll see with time.